am i near?....

My biggest dream is to live in my adopted hometown AMERICA...

and I illusion the feeling of coming close to it... because of my JOB...

Hehe..because I am working as a Marketing Associate.....here in the philippines...

that outsources services and products of USA and UK clients.....

That means 8 hours in a day... when I am servicing USA and UK areas...talking to people from these

lands....gives me the feeling ..... as if I am already in my future home....AMERICA.

one dawn....

I woke up in bed.....4 o clock in the morning...because my body calls me to be in action....

Change of body clock....Because of my working schedule....I am a night owl....

And then I walked the streets....Saw a food stall selling a rice staple food called "puto"
matched with a hot chocolate drink "sikwati".....I dropped by to fill in something in my
stomach....

And continue walking......and saw a tree lane....waaahhh and was very excited to walk along it...
(because I'm very excited and fond of korean films .... which illustrates tree lane as friendship...)

finally I had the feeling walking through it.....waahhh...t'was like a feeling that I am in Korea...cheeze.....

And reach as far as Cebu International Airport....hehe...I just feel walking one morning.....

everything changed....

I had my best friend in mid school.

Just when I found the perfect buddy... a lot of things comes differently.

I've learned to learn things before saying I can't.

I've experienced winning even if not all fights I've won.

He came like a big blessing.

I expanded my dreams, I participated in school, I discover more of the things that I can do that I never knew I could do.

I aimed high and higher... I experienced staying in the top... because I can... with his help...

I am even more adventurous and willing to improve.... I've learned fighting the hopeless fights...

And in this life, I could say that when I've met my best friend ... there's a great change ...

Now that he is, not with me ... a lot of things are changing again .... tracking to ... where I began

zero percent brave heart and a hundred percent of depressing attitude....

Wahhh ..... I didn't learn...

I miss my best friend.....