Tuesday, May 29, 2007

try to hear this ...

Hear is the lyrics ....

Bogoshipda ("i Miss You")

(stanza)
Amoori kidaryuhdo nan motka
Babochuhrum oolko inneun (nun)nuh-yi kyuhte
Sangchuhman jooneun nareul weh moreuko kidarini
Tuhnakaran marya

(refrain 1)
Bogoshipda, bogoshipda
Irun nega miwuhjil mankeum
Oolgoshipda, nege mooreup koolko
Modoo uhptun iri dwel soo itdamyun

(chorus)
Michil deus saranghetun ki-uhgi
Choo-uhkdeuri nuhreul chatko itjiman
Duh isang sarang-iran byunmyung eh
Nuhreul kadool soo uhpsuh.
Iruhmyun andwejiman.
Joogeul mankeum bogoshipda.

(instrumental)

(refrain 2)
Bogoshipda, bogoshipda
Irun nega miwuhjil mankeum
Mitkoshipda, orheun kirirago.
Nuhreul wihe duhnayaman handago.

(repeat chorus)

Joogeul mankeum mitkoshipda.

The video is right underneath...try to watch..



Tuesday, May 22, 2007

more focus ...

just lately I catch a very bad day .... got flu and very hard cough...

and also much of backpains...

And I thought of taking a big break ... but it's not so good to leave your work undone....

Yes, in my work, efficiency is a very good reason to keep you up... my BOSS always
check my performance ... so I have no reason to feel sick if I want to stay on the
same rate ... or else I'll be out of the job! That's how serious it is, especially if you
are the only person who are task to do the job. It's hard and harsh but since it's the
only way I get to have a living, so I have to make a choice, and that choice is to keep
FOCUS!

hehe...that's the only choice I want to keep for now.

Monday, May 14, 2007

taste of minglanilla....

on the shore, patintero
nice one....
inside the resthouse


i'll never go .....

This one's a marvelous phrase ..... it's actually a song.....

which conveys .... my one and big promise....

But I didn't keep up.... Now I am here very far ..... far from my family

my friends, people I love, and people I hate......

Far from all the ridiculers, from hatred, and backstabbing pains....

What I promised is no more real.

I just thought this one big revelation....when I ....

late 9pm heading my way to work..... crossing the MACTAN bridge.....

caressed by a strong wind ..... and under it, is a calm and agreeable water .....

and looking farther is a vast territory of beautifully lighted tall buildings.....

and realized that I am far now ..... I leaved everything ......

say that....

Now that I am far from .... my dad's supervision....my mom's guidance....

I am forced to keep things in my own hands ....

Before I would prefer to keep quite, even if my mind wants to say something....

And most of the time, I would just say yes or no .... and don't even bother to explain why...

Just to keep up with my usual.... state ......simply quite ......

But now, it's totally different .... I have to say what I want to say....

I live my own .... and I need to decide .... If it's a yes or a no , and explain why....

Hehe....And I have to keep things for real, yeah more realistic this time... no more childish

thinking....because I'm living in my own.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

taking as far as PUNTA ENGAÑO......

just this afternoon....

I had an appointment to see the doctor....to undergo medical examinations...

when I knew that I will be having a total blood count ... I was surprised and afraid....

I ask to reschedule the test..... then when I went out to see the sun...and suddenly thought of taking a running tour... in the island where I am currently residing.....

Because I am not so much familiar of the place.... so I ride a jeepney taking me to the end of the island....

The Island is called MACTAN....the small highly industrialized island.... next to the BIG Metropolitan Business Island named Cebu City....

Mactan Island has a local city called Lapu Lapu City..... named after the Famous personalities of the Filipino History....

then I am on the jeepney....passing through the great territory of the regions economic zone .... where International Companies houses their production and ASIAN headquarters...from electronics to BPO Companies and.....

I was very excited to take the chance to see one of the sites of the International Film Studio that airs in UK and USA, not to mention the FTV in London......it's the BIGFOOT INTERNATIONAL FILM STUDIO...weeehhh so nice and awesome...

and Ahhh lots of beaches .....club houses , mangrove kayaking....coral reef diving...restaurants......

and glance at the ISLANDS heroic site ..... THE MACTAN SHRINE.....

hahha.....and went as far as SHANGRILA MACTAN.... and HILTON CEBU....two of the most loved hotel and beach resorts...in this region.....

wow lovely.....I wished I have my digicam and afford to take stops on thos exciting places...

well, next time....hahaha

what a good afternoon....

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

am i near?....

My biggest dream is to live in my adopted hometown AMERICA...

and I illusion the feeling of coming close to it... because of my JOB...

Hehe..because I am working as a Marketing Associate.....here in the philippines...

that outsources services and products of USA and UK clients.....

That means 8 hours in a day... when I am servicing USA and UK areas...talking to people from these

lands....gives me the feeling ..... as if I am already in my future home....AMERICA.

one dawn....

I woke up in bed.....4 o clock in the morning...because my body calls me to be in action....

Change of body clock....Because of my working schedule....I am a night owl....

And then I walked the streets....Saw a food stall selling a rice staple food called "puto"
matched with a hot chocolate drink "sikwati".....I dropped by to fill in something in my
stomach....

And continue walking......and saw a tree lane....waaahhh and was very excited to walk along it...
(because I'm very excited and fond of korean films .... which illustrates tree lane as friendship...)

finally I had the feeling walking through it.....waahhh...t'was like a feeling that I am in Korea...cheeze.....

And reach as far as Cebu International Airport....hehe...I just feel walking one morning.....

everything changed....

I had my best friend in mid school.

Just when I found the perfect buddy... a lot of things comes differently.

I've learned to learn things before saying I can't.

I've experienced winning even if not all fights I've won.

He came like a big blessing.

I expanded my dreams, I participated in school, I discover more of the things that I can do that I never knew I could do.

I aimed high and higher... I experienced staying in the top... because I can... with his help...

I am even more adventurous and willing to improve.... I've learned fighting the hopeless fights...

And in this life, I could say that when I've met my best friend ... there's a great change ...

Now that he is, not with me ... a lot of things are changing again .... tracking to ... where I began

zero percent brave heart and a hundred percent of depressing attitude....

Wahhh ..... I didn't learn...

I miss my best friend.....